Thursday, September 5, 2019

Blog in sleep mode

My local newspaper on September 15, 2010, ran feature article on me as an author, I posted the article below  … as a newbie to the digital platform. I was clueless back then to ins and outs of social media and eCommerce (still am on many levels)… I turned to my local library for help and also the local high school, to refer me to a talented student who could help me in this area … I had no money to pursue this, just a desire to do so.

Unfortunately on March 4, 2011, I was in a major car crash, which required several years of surgeries and therapies to regain an acceptable level of physical health back. This stalled my ability to pursue the writing I started in 2010 … Within the last 4 months I started to resurrect this passion, especially in the areas of spirituality, religion, miracles covered up and corruption within my local church, doing so by blogging.

In regards to this peculiar blog site, which I post on now, I will place it on “sleep mode” for a brief period of time, I will continue to blog on these blog sites  ..

https://allegedmystic.blogspot.com/ 

https://singlemomorruthlessdictator.blogspot.com/

https://heavenlybreadrecipes.blogspot.com/

and just for fun .... https://thememegrandma.blogspot.com/


While I pursue other avenues of social media to get my message across … and also interview people for future eBooks … 💤 for this blog site... 
Melissa created illustrations for me in 2010

 September 15, 2010


                                       
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Tuesday, September 3, 2019

Good Gravy ... Dr. Killjoy went Hollywood!

Wow I have to be at school later today and what do I see in my email this morning  ... 

A note from a movie studio that Dr. Killjoy made a "pilot" ... about my therapy sessions ... wow what a betrayal !!! see the clips below ... 






It is a good thing I am Catholic … people are used to Catholics being weird … and the hierarchy should be grateful Dr. Killjoy is not their therapist… or he would be posting about their sessions! Wow that would go viral in a New York minute!  


 I will have to try and call Dr. Killjoy!!!!  But hey Hollywood might be fun! 

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Monday, September 2, 2019

Back to school for me tomorrow


Although I am not a fan of home schooling, I am intrigued by online school grades K-8 … such learning takes into account the child’s internal clock,  as in not starting super early and it is more flexible to the child's ability  … I have taken many online courses,  I love them! And via the internet, I can jump into any lecture series at any university in the world for free, as long as I am not matriculating  … But this semester, I am actually going back onto a college campus and taking a couple of courses … just me and all the 18 year old's … I can be the class “grandma” …
I think education is a never ending process like spirituality … you can always learn more to stretch one’s brain and pray to stretch the soul … 


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Sunday, September 1, 2019

undisciplined mind not only breaks the rules it cannot even see rules thus it is free


To me a truly great mind is one that is not structured. Educators would call it an “undisciplined mind”  … medicine might call it a “damaged mind” … psychologists might called it a mentally unbalanced mind … I call it the mind of a child… a young child… who stills believes all things are possible … I love children and I see time and time again how our educational system, and our society rapes children of true creative thoughts … The child is forced into conformity of thinking … told this “all things possible thinking” is magically thinking … not reality … to take that a step further logically  ... faith then can only be "magically thinking"... 


Meditation when done well and often, allows the person to dismiss core believes … This takes years of repeated meditation   … as a Catholic… it is labeled “prayer and contemplation” … On this note … repeated prayer … such as the Hail Mary is nothing more than a “mantra”, given to mankind in the form of words (the rosary)  … the power of that prayer is the meditation... not the words  

Mantra’s by definition are “repeated words” said over and over again, to shut down the “thinking mind”… you say the Hail Mary long enough … you get bored with it … your thinking mind will get bored with it … and it will drift away … that is when a person can really get into the “zone” …

 If you “use the Hail Mary” correctly it is a very effective tool to reach high levels of spirituality … if you use wrongly it locks you into “human thought” … Most “Mary cults” … use the Hail Mary as a means to label the Virgin Mary as being as  powerful as her Son … she is no more powerful than you or I …she just has "absolute faith"... there is not doubt in her ... her faith is not just faith it is her "truth" ... Is faith "truth to you"... 

 (And Jesus said this in Scripture… in his words… “Who is my mother”) …. The Hail Mary if used as “background music” to lure the conscious mind to sleep is most effective …  I see the Divine Mercy Chaplet in much the same way … it is word cue … a repeated word cue (a mantra) to still the conscious mind … Chanting does the same… reading prayers or a book, even the Bible… I think is  counter productive … to still the mind… such things make the mind think more (the human mind that is) … and to get to the “zone” … the human mind/ conscious thinking and thoughts are the “enemy” …

   
Must haves in deep spirituality and mystical experiences


1)      dismissal of all human core believes

2)      dismissal of any laws of nature/science/ physics you have been taught

3)      Dismissal of any religions you have been taught … if they involve “laws attached to them” … to me the saying giving to St. Peter…. “what you bind on earth will be bound in heaven” was a warning to Peter, by Jesus … such as “beware, if you say it cannot be done, and your thinking binds it to human thought, on earth  it will not be honored in heaven and hence it will not be done”… the use of the word “bound” by Jesus when saying this to Peter… once you bind something there is a limitation placed upon it  …

The other warning to us all in regards to “binding” is within the “Our Father”… with the words “forgive us our sins as we forgive others”… Hence I absolutely believe that Peter was the “prefect Pope” none like him since … he was “normal and a family man”… and although he was pushy … I do not think he “bound anything on earth”… Peter was grounded in truth, his family/wife in poverty and in struggle

…When a man is grounded in such … they do not seek to bind anyone … clearly he came across as a man who was struggling with his own crap in life … literally called himself a sinner, remembered that he betrayed Christ and was not worthy … so he did not cloth himself with rules and dogmas which would define what worthy was …

4)      Love … must havenot as we as human beings define love …it is not emotional, touchy feeling and in self …. As in your needs … it is in the presence of the greater among us … who is God … love God first… he will teach you to love self and your “self” will teach you to love others … that is the order … 




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Saturday, August 31, 2019

Time for a dance party

Life has been a bitch for me lately … you know how that is, everything is going wrong, you cannot catch a break  … hanging onto your faith by a thread… I need a “dance party”… when my kids were small, we would have “dance parties” in the kitchen… I did and do the same with my grandchildren … when things are down in the dump … I blast the music and it is “dance party time”…
Ah but you should not just dance when you are sad to get your energy up … dance to thank God as well … I will never forget, I was buying a new car many years ago, and a black woman was doing the same thing at the car dealership
… But this beautiful black woman showed me on that day how to thank God … she danced around her new car while she praised Jesus  … a humbling thing to see …  she had no shame in thanking the one,  who gave her the grace to buy a new car …
Now I think of Kind David who danced before the Ark of the Covenant… the ultimate dance party!     
I know life really sucks at times! And you just cannot see a way out of your problems …hang onto that last thread of faith … remember your faith only needs to be the size of a mustard seed and you can move a mountain … so hang on! I will be the one hanging on next to you …
In the meantime I hope you dance … 


 

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Friday, August 30, 2019

Do you hear what I hear?


I know someone that when they hear a crow… they say it sounds like the crow is saying “F- you”… “F- you”… so I listened to the crows one day … I mean,  I really listened and this is what I “heard”… “Thank-you, thank-you”…  

 I thought about the person who said the sound of a crow … sounds like “F-you” and I know this person is a negative type of individual, does not believe in God … and basically criticizes everything in life, one would say they are the “negative Nancy's' in life” …

How sad that even the call of a crow sounds negative to them … sad mind frame, which condemns nature itself, yet actually reflects their own thinking about the world …




Thursday, August 29, 2019

Storm area 51 and nothing new under the sun

'Storm Area 51' event pushes rural Nevada county to declare emergency ....


I have been following the “storm area 51” movement on Facebook since it started… a couple of days ago I was on a college campus and spoke with a few students and a professor about my proposed, “storm the Vatican’s secret archives event”, if the storm area 51 event works out … They were all on board for it … awesome!!!! … I like it … the rally cry, they cannot stop us all! Yet it was sad to hear how negative they all were about the Catholic Church (the Church has lost that generation)...  

  … storm area 51,  has now become the “Woodstock of Aliens”… akin to the scene in the movie “Contact”… where thousands of people gathered to learn about the aliens …

 this started out as a fake event, #storm area 51… just trash talk by a young college guy, a spoof that took on a life of its own to the point the military has been warning the public, they will defend area 51 with deadly force. 
   
I have a great love for young people always have, I have volunteered or worked with many different youth or school programs, most of my life    

I can see why Jesus loved the young…. they are so full of life … with thoughts, creativity and ideas that are both impressive and funny … they are my favorite group of people bar none … please always sit me at “the kid’s table”…  

But!!!!!   … I have to say … I was into storming area 51 back in the late 1980’s … when I first heard a radio broadcaster named ‘Art Bell”… Art Bell had the 411 on area 51 and Bob Lazaro decades ago and Art Bell had the 411 on the corruption in the Vatican decades ago, via interviewing Malachi Martin … so this is not new “news” to me … yet it is funny to see it is “new” news to college kids … 
 truly there is “nothing new under the sun” … just new ways of looking at things ... 

But  Bud light beer is sponsoring the alien event … free beer to any alien released at area 51 … and they will live stream the event! 



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